Monday Night - Feels Alright!

Monday night - and I feel all right! Time for a short update before I go watch Monday Night RAW. Watched the Bash last night. OK show - but nothing great. The finish in the JBL-Batista match was lame.. and the WWE took the chicken shit way out in having the Undertaker destroy Muhammad Hassan... I'll be talking more about that in my next 'TS" column - probably coming up tomorrow morning.

Went to work - and was 10 minutes late. Snaggle-tooth was getting worried - and left without filling her cooler - or doing much of anything else. I didn't have the chance to go behind and check before getting stuck on the register - so she took advantage and got the hell out of Dodge. Oh well - whatever! What's the old saying about paybacks? Wait until she see's the schedule for this upcoming week. She hates 3rd shift. I already went to the boss-lady and I'm supposed to be off on Friday and Sat. night... the two worst nights of the week.. Guess who will be working! Ha! Choke on that - gummy!

Got in touch with DMV today about getting the ball rolling about getting my drivers license back (finally)... I should be getting a reply back tonight or in the AM - and we can get things moving. I'm trying it their way - the legal way - one more time. I've been good for a long time - but this not having a license b.s. is just that - bull shit! It's all a money racket anyway. If I was a rich guy with loads of cash or a rich daddy to pay some big bucks to the NC DMV - I'd have had my license back years ago. If I was an alcoholic or drug abuser - hell, I'd probably have a license again.. and probably a job with the DMV. But I'm a working guy with no money - just trying to get by. I fucked up big time back in 1996... and 9 years later - I'm still paying for it. It's all who you know and how much ass you're willing to kiss. Well, homme' don't play that! Believe it or not! I'm too stubborn for my own good sometimes - I admit it. Anyhow - I've got it all getting started again. Maybe it will work out this time. I sure as hell hope so.

Talked to Pa last night. I thought he had gotten the message - but apparantly not. I cussed him out (again) and he started talking dirty - wanting to get funky in the back of the store. Damn - I hate that guy.. and love 'em too! Nothing happened. It never will at work - belee' dat! I like my job - and won't risk it with any monkey business. But despite all my denials and resistance - some of the old feelings are stirring again. Just a little bit - but I can't deny some feelings are still there. It doesn't matter. I can do better ... and am doing better. Pa is someone better left alone and burined in the past. I know that! I understand that! Now, I just have to convince him... and myself of that again... one more time!

Only saw D. for a little while this afternoon. He had to work early today - and I was drag-ass sleepy all day from not getting any sleep yesterday - so we cut it short. Talked about the Bash, watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer on FX, and hung out for a little bit. I'm off tomorrow and Wednesday - so we'll play catch-up then.

I guess that's enough for now. Time to go get RAW! Ciao!