A Day In The Life

Woke up and feel like crap. I slept too long and didn't accomplish anything today. Blah! I just don't give a sh*t right now! Today was my high school reunion - the big 20th. I should be in a big ballroom right now hanging out with old friends and laughing about crap that none of us truly remember. I'm here instead at the house, getting ready for work. Two people fired in less than two weeks. So we're down to three fulltimers, a manager and a part-timer who works a full time job elsewhere. This is a 24 hour store. I don't mind working whenever they need me - but I put in for today off over three months ago. It really bites.

Doesn't matter though. I probably wouldn't have went to the reunion anyhow. I (surprisingly) want to see some of those people, but I don't have a license to drive and I can't see going to a semi-formal dinner and having my "mommy" drop me off and pick me up. Load up the dog! We're going out tonight! Nah! I just can't see it.

It's the same reason I don't date much or go out anywhere - I don't have a life except for the occasional little fling here and there. On Sunday, I go out with Tatz & the kids - but that's to do what they want and go where they want. I'm just along for the ride. Something like this - my HS reunion - where it's about me.... just doesn't factor in. Everywhere I go and anything I want to do for myself - just isn't important. Only if it's convenient for everyone else!

Shit on it! I don't even feel like writing tonight. I'm going to work.

-Doug