The Dream...

I told you that I would tell you about the strange dream I had last night. What's weird is that some of the people I saw in my dream, I haven't talked to or thought about in years. It's just plain strange, anyhow. Bear with me. This is what I remember.....lol

Casey is there and wearing a blue dress. It's kind of like a fancy evening gown, and he's just standing there, talking about banana pudding. It's raining outside and we can see the rain coming down and hear it beating against the roof. Casey says something about how his pudding is going to get wet. From there, I'm suddenly in a dark room. I'm drinking with Kever, Lad, Chad, JR, Jed, Alex, Casey, and some others I don't recognize. Jed keeps trying on different pairs of shades, and asking "Do I look cool?" JR is yelling at someone in another room. That fits, since in real life, JR is almost always yelling. Kever, Lad & Alex are playing cards. I suddenly realize that my back is hurting. Casey tells me to lie on the floor and he'll give me a massage. I tell him not to walk on me because his feet are too big. (He wears a size 18 shoe - no shit!) And then, I wake up.

So what does it mean? Am I smoking crack in my sleep and not remembering it? Of the entire crew in my dream, only Chad & Lad are people I see on a regular basis. I've seen JR maybe twice in the past six months. Kever is in prison, where he belongs. Alex lives down in Wilmington, although I haven't spoken to him in probably four years. And I haven't spoken with Casey in close to 8 - 9 months. Whassup wit dat? Anyhow, that's my weird dream from last night? Does it make any sense to anyone, cause it sure as hell doesn't to me.

Maybe I shouldn't have had those doritos & that bean dip before going to bed last night. Yeah - I'll blame it on that. Why the hell not? I ought to call up Alex & Casey and tell them I was dreaming about them. It'd be a great way to break the ice and get a conversation rolling and resurrect some lost friendships. That'd be cool, but I'm way too neglectful of the friendships in my life now. Why does everyone keep putting up with me and my anti-sociable ways? I don't know why, but I'm glad they do. I don't tell any of them often enough how much I value the relationships and friendships I have with the people in my life.. I take it for granted they know. These people mean so much to me - so why can't I just tell them? I think I have some issues to deal with. But I think they know!

-Doug