Just Killing Time....

Just hanging out now and killing some time. It's payday - and Ma is foaming at the mouth wanting some $$$. I still don't know if I work this afternoon, late tonite or if I'm off. Don't really care much either. It's all good.

Gotta pay DirecTV (57.00) - and my bill at the store (around 22.00 or so) - and Ma gets ab0ut $100 - 120.. And that should do it for this week. Tatz too - I owe her around $35.00 for my part of the 3-PPV deal from the WWE. SummerSlam is coming up on Sunday night. Looking forward to it.

Why is it that every time I have to be around the mother-figure, she puts me on edge and ready to snap. Maybe it's the overall negativity she carries with her.. or else the way she has to overly-dramatic announce everything she's doing or not doing and make it a major issue. Don't talk about it - just do it.... and leave me the f*** alone. Damn!

I'm feeling mighty negative myself right now. I understand why people go psycho and end up taking out their whole families sometimes. No - I'm not going to flip out and start burying bodies in the back yard (I'd put 'em in the swamps...lol) - but I can understand more and more why some people do freak. I'm right on the edge...

God, I hate my life right now! I'm outta here.
-Doug