Pa & Pearl

I had some stuff in mind when I logged on to this blogsite. Guess what? I lost it just that fast. I got paid today - and now I'm broke. I have $$$ but it's all owed out to someone else.

I just found out a little while ago that Mae Pearl, Pa's grandma - passed away on Tuesday night. That's not a surprise, but I expect Pa is taking it hard. I wish I knew how to get up with him, but I don't. Not unless he comes into the store tonight. I've bee avoiding him and staying away, but I can't just ignore this. He was closer to his grandma than anyone - that's the lady who raised him while his Mom and sister were off smokin' rock and being whores. She had her problems and smoked the crack too towards the end - at least until a bad hit caused an anuerism (sp) in her head and put her in a home. Pearl is in a better place now - I know that. But Pa is going to be so fucked up in the head. He's done good in staying off the rock since this last time of getting out of prison, but I have a feeling that this might be the thing that sends him right back. I hope not.

I guess I'll go to bed and lay down for a bit. I have work (3rd shift) for the next 4 nights. That should be fun! (Yeah - sure!) Later!
-Doug