Putting on the Ritz!

Back again! It's been a weird day. Good, but still weird. I just got back from the local AA meeting. My 3rd in 3 days.. and it's still a bit odd, but I'm getting more used to it. Jake is still cute as hell and very friendly, but the boy has some serious issues. Duh! That's why he's in AA, right? Got a lot accomplished today as well. Did recaps for Byte This! for the two websites - and did a "recap" for my fantasy wrestling PPV thingee. Spent most of the morning with D. and we just watched TV and snuggled and talked. It was really cool and just felt right. He's having problems with his GF - and just wanted to vent. Let's see - he dates the girl to shut his parents up and sneaks around with a much older man and wonders why he has problems. I just don't get it!...lol. But I just let him vent, and I keep my mouth shut (that's a miracle right there!) and we finally ended up falling asleep watching Rosanne. I woke up when he moved and he had to go home. Just a relaxing morning - for me anyhow.

Today would have been my brother, Jeff's 42nd birthday if he was still living. He killed himself back in 1989 - suicide - problems with a girl. It was a shame then and still is. I often wonder how things would be now if he was still living. Ma would be happier and probably saner. But it's all speculation. What happened happened and can't be changed. I still miss the crazy bastard sometimes.

I've talked to Pa a few times now since Pearl died and he's still keeping himself together. I tried to hit on him a few nights ago, just for old times sake and he just laughed and told me to "go fuck myself!" Then he kind of pulled up his shirt a few inches, exposing his stomach and said, "you know you want me!".. But that was it. Just picking around which is cool - we haven't done that in years. Usually it's just fighting and arguing. The relationship thingee is definitely over with us, but maybe, a friendship is returning. Who knows?

I guess that's enough for now. I've got to get ready for work and I've got a "date" with Rick in the AM if you want to call it that. We're riding to Rockingham for some reason - I didn't ask why, but I agreed to go. I never learn...lol.

I'm outta here for now! See ya!